tell me...

tell me.. was it ever fair? just tell me.
so i know the truth now. i sent hints for you to feel a little bit guilty.
i dont know if you are right now, but you have no idea how painful it is for my part.
you thought you might lose your best friend, but what about me? did you ever think about me?
i lost the person that i love.

and i will make sure that he would know the truth.
because it is UNFAIR for me that he is with you, the person who broke us.
i want to say it for the sake of him knowing it.
im not expecting us to be together again.
but he deserves the truth.

you made up stories, stories that i would believe for us to break up.
you're evil, psychotic and selfish mind.
you thought that i wouldnt know the truth
but here i am, still standing, and planning to let the truth free.

i actually lost my respect for you.
you were my bestfriend. and suddenly, out of nowhere, you would get mad at me for having a thing with him, just for the reason that we dont look together? so what?!
hello? have you ever thought to yourself that he is always with you, and it is okay for me that he would always be with you.

im not being selfish, i didnt want him to be with me all the time coz i know that he needed
his friends, he needs you.

i waited for 8 months just to know the truth. and now i know it.
your reason? its very childish.

so tell me now, was it ever fair?


sorry guys for speaking this way.
really feeling so pissed right now.
reg.