so much for sembreak...

no. i mean seriously.. so much for sembreak.
well. i thought that the feeling of sembreak and summer would be the same..

well i guess last night changed my perspective..

it was a nice morning, my mom, dad and i went to NBC tent for the bazaar, went home, ate then went to the prayer meeting...
when i arrived there. i started to feel odd because he was there. tried to be close to him but yea, he kept being so distant, i started to just walk away. its like. he is there but hes also not there. i hate the feeling. i miss being friends with him.
then there was a rosary bowl after. it was all fine until she came up. yes, i felt uncomfortable. but i think, i need time. just to forget things. i dont want our friendship to be bothered because of a guy. thats just too pathetic.
we ate then we went to belve...

Louie and I had some time together, it was nice. i miss having conversations with a guy that would really understand how i feel about things. you know. like a really guy best friend. talking about love, friends, and how we teased edwin out, it was soo fun. i just love Louie for being my friend. :)

and edwin, if ever you are reading this. please understand that im having a bad day. stop irritating me. im sorry, okay? but we could only be friends... i like it that way. no more no less. so im sorry. i know its painful to hear this. but hear me out. pick up lines, jokes that are not any nearer in funny. stop. okay? please. im not in the mood and you know that. im really sorry. hope u understand sooner or later. its hard for me.

then here it is. i called my dad to fetch me. he got all mad why he should pick me up there. i mean, mom didnt tell me what time should i be home, they didnt tell me that they are going to pick up my brother at that specific time from a debut, so they came. and pau asked for a ride. but he eventually said. in front of me and pau... "kaya ako nagagalit eh, pano kita iuuwi?" so i said, "sige, maglalakad nalang kami" then they left. then pau and me started to walk home.. Louie, Sean, Jax and Gelo came up to us and asked what happened. then i just cried. im scared when it comes to my dad is the one whos mad at me.. Louie parked up a tryc and paid for it so me and pau could go home faster than walking...

i thought that he would understand that i havnt been with my friends for 2 weeks.. i miss them so much...

when i got home. i just dived to my bed and started watching OTH, aia let me borrow her DVDs.. then slept.

then today.. i did nothing but to watch OTH..
lets just say that until now, my dad wont talk to me. its really not like him though...

so much for ate nini's business cycle... im at the depression stage now...

having a bad day...
so i think this is where it ends..
reg :(