and they say. the truth shall set you free

well. somethings bothering me.

yep, guessed it right. its about a guy.
i mentioned in the previous blog that i had a relationship.
its this guy.

oh yes. MU lang kami. not anything serious. maybe for him though. pero ako, sineryoso ko yun.
setting the record straight. "its over, its really really over..."
like what Meredith would say in grey's anatomy.
so nyways. im friends with his best friend now, and im glad that we are. so i get the inside scoop.

i thought that our relationship is okay with his "kabarkada" as he said to me. nope, not true.
his other friend was mad at me since last year. wow. and i guessed the reason why, and i was correct. its because of the "thing". actually, i didnt expect that it was the only reason why he's going to get mad at me, we were best friends back then, at it hurts if we lost one, i guess everybody knows that.

so un nga. i mean. i hope that he would've just been honest to me about it so that i wont carry the guilt of his "barkada" breaking up, all because of me.
i was not trying to get him away from you. hindi nga kami masyado nagkakasama nun eh. he was always with you.

wala siyang time para sakin lagi.

so you dont have the right to say that "shes trying to get him back". its done. you can have him. i have to admit that not everything is healed on my part but hey. u cant accuse me of getting him back because im not. i just want to be his friend again.

how pathetic.
false accusations do not help you in anyway.
nakakasakit ka na. tama na. pwede?

so maybe i could sleep now.
for those out there who doesnt know, blogging is my therapy.
so sorry if you guys dont understand me in anyway.

adios amigos.
reg :)